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    赫尔米娜在地狱里

      最近 一直保持每周周日在季风书店买两本书的记录. 我住在Golden Pool的11B. 这个名字总是令人想起简方达和她老爹拍的一部温情电影: 金色池塘. 我从我的窗户望去, 刚好可以看到波光粼粼的露天游泳池, 一汪碧绿绿的水从早晃到晚. 即使是很胖的胖子, 在倚在窗边的我看来, 也像是一片浮在水上的伶仃人型纸片, 有着滑稽的童趣. 远处一片矮个的红屋顶接连蔓延, 在清晨明朗热辣的阳光里简直要升起一片霞光. 

    村上春树的[1973年的弹子球]:
    "常想你来着,
    我说.
    心情于是一落千丈."
    对于一切久别后的重逢, 总是会有酸楚的瞬间.
    这是部我觉得不赖的小说, 是一个远远在站在身体外面并且对生活极度清醒的角度写的. 1973年的弹子球机依然在他回忆里召唤, 就像是吹过森林的大风.
    这股风来自于记忆的深处, 一直吹向未知的未来.


    Luwig Wittgenstein的[游戏规则]:
    我必须得承认, 对于维特根斯特的这部选编文集, 我一个字都没看懂.
    但是即使是我认为我看懂了, 按照梁文道先生的逻辑, 你怎么知道你看懂的就是维特先生的意思呢? 即使你看懂了, 但是在维特先生放下笔的一瞬间, 他的意思也许再也不是他写下的那个意思了.
    但起码有一点我看懂了, 维特先生很嚣张. 因为在短短的十来行间, 他将叔本华/舒曼/尼采/贝多芬等人骂了个遍.
    "游戏规则即是人本身" _______________________完全不懂你在说甚么T T.

    Geogre Orwell [Coming Up for Air]:
    你哪怕无聊的原地打转或者数自己的手指, 也不要故地重游. 我打赌保灵一定会对你这么说. 这部写于1939年的战前小说, 即使对于当今社会, 也依然有着最辛辣的讽刺意义.
    你完全不明白为甚么人们有着越来越低下的审美, 住在这令人窒息的钢筋水泥里, 从不觉醒.
    电视是这个世界上最该被砸烂的东西TOP ONE. 它控制着你, 消耗着你, 用低劣的把戏嘲笑着你, 愚弄着你. 你从来没有机会把视线投向迷人的深蓝夜空, 冰冷月色下的朦胧树影.
    你和你的家人, 像陌生人一样的坐着, 像白痴的一样的注视着这个愚蠢又罪恶的盒子, 像被调制好的频道一样在重复了八遍的广告里开骂, 像被催眠一样的在屏幕飘起雪花时昏沉的爬上床.
    你似乎从来没有过足够的勇气主动关掉过电视, 遥控器上那个小红按钮就像是炸弹引爆器一样, 你碰都不想碰.
    难看的建筑越来越多, 粗制滥造的东西越来越多, 人人的耐心都在这个时代集体失效, 视线的愉悦不重要, 宁静的愉悦不重要, 个体的愉悦不重要, 精神的愉悦不重要, 爱的愉悦不重要, 愉悦统统不重要.
    生活被中年和无聊婚姻毁灭后的保灵, 想要回到心中的"good old time", 回到小时候有过甜蜜童年的故土. 他逃开了伦敦上空的德国轰炸机, 却在 下宾菲尔德的天空下重逢. 一种非常有趣的暗喻, 这个叫做"现代社会"的阴影, 没有放过任何角落.
    当然, 傻子都能想到, 那片甜蜜的回忆中的天堂, 已经变成另外的样子, 到处都是缺乏审美拥挤的房子. 已经没有多少湖与森林, 没有鱼(这正是吸引他重返故土的最致命的诱惑), 一切都变得闹哄哄.
    在最初的震惊与失望后, 故作轻松的保灵试图去接受所有的改变, 却一次又一次的更深的失望, 以至于"希望自己的口袋当时就有一颗手榴弹".
    我真是笑得开怀.
    对了, 这本书叫做上来透口气.

    Hermann Hesse [荒原狼]:
    我对于黑塞的热情从来没有消减过, 自"一棵树看不见另一棵树, 每一棵树都很孤独"的高中.
    他 写的东西很有魔力. 这部荒原狼是一部经典的荣格心理分析小说, 可以被任何心理学专业用来做教材. 这是一部癫狂的激情与抑郁的沮丧并存的小说, 展开了一个精神病患者脑海中如万花筒, 若疯狂生长蔓延的奇异花枝般的画图. 每一个描写都很精彩, 每一个评论都都很闪亮. 如果说天才与疯子只有一线之隔, 那他这部书就是两者间的左右徘徊. 你已经分不清楚甚么是疯子甚么是天才. 和斯蒂芬金的[rose madder]玫瑰疯狂者一样, 这本书里到处都有非常强烈的象征意义与魔幻主义, 正对我天真古怪的阅读口味. 作为黑塞的自传体作品, 令我对它产生了更浓郁的兴趣.

    Ps: Golden Pool叫做金浦, 外面是杂乱的菜市场和铺天盖地的水果摊小吃摊, 地面凌乱的躺着被遗弃的气呼呼的果皮和随时准备起飞的塑料袋材质的航空器, 生活气息浓郁 .

    奇异的一天

    今天真的是奇异的一天
    1. RICOH GRDII早上到了;
    2. 建行的MILAN信用卡到了;
    3. 10086打电话给我, 推荐某种套餐;
    4. 央视.....调研中心打电话给我, 因为之前在携程上拿到了北京景点的门票免票, 他们做下访问;

    可悲的小助理pathetic assistant

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    nars的multiple duo

    Orgasm / South Beach

    Orgasm / South Beach

    $45.00

    i could die for 这种叫做高潮/南部沙滩的颜色……

    so preeeeeeeeeeettty! nars的multiple duo可以做唇彩/腮红/眼影…09年新款.

    喜欢nars, 喜欢orgasm与deep throat…无与伦比!….

    Pain

    I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
    I know.
    Gonna smile and not get worried.
    I try but it shows.
    
    Anyone can make what I have built.
    And better now
    Anyone can find the same white pills.
    It takes my pain away.
    
    It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
    And she's not breathing back.
    Anything but bother me.
    (It takes my pain away)
    Never mind these are hurried times.
    Oh oh oh
    I can't let it bother me.
    
    I never thought I'd walk away from you.
    I did.
    But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
    Every time I quit
    
    Anyone can see my every flaw.
    It isn't hard.
    Anyone can say they're above this all.
    It takes my pain away.
    
    It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
    And she's not breathing back.
    Anything but bother me.
    (It takes my pain away)
    Never mind these are hurried times.
    Oh oh oh
    I can't let it bother me.
    
    I can't let it bother me.
    
    It takes my pain away.
    
    It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
    And she's not breathing back.
    Anything but bother me.
    (It takes my pain away)
    Never mind these are hurried times.
    Oh oh oh
    I can't let it bother me
    
    Takes my pain,
    takes my pain,
    takes my pain away!
    pain from Jimmy eat world

    happy birthday to me

    尽我所有的力气

    让自己开心!

    New Year gift

    我今天收到了一份来自部门经理的新年礼物. 倍感荣幸.

    这份礼物是一个闹钟……………..

    双城故事

    莫文蔚-双城故事


    内湖买的那一束红玫瑰
    比尖沙咀哪一束更美
    到阳明山泡温泉酒一杯
    有没有伊豆的风味
    整个三月
    当你走过下梅雨的台北
    香港也会就连墙壁也为你心情发霉
    来了又回思想随你而飞
    你在叹气这里感到风吹
    千山万水沿路风景有多美
    也比不上在你身边徘徊
    南京西路吃鲑鱼会不会
    比起新宿那一次珍贵
    长安东路和你喝的咖啡
    也有巴黎阳光下的滋味
    整个冬季金色的灯泡把海港包围
    在你心扉会不会倒影出春光明媚
    来来回回思想随你而飞
    没有了你天地都是浪费
    千山万水任时光后退
    也只希望在你身边徘徊

    16077_l

    千山万水任时光后退
    也只希望在你身边徘徊

    梦魇般的Quint Buchholz

    Quint Buchholz


    Flight

    Lighthouse in the Fog

    Lighthouse, possibly


    Evening Performance

    Night

    Love


    Man on a Rope

    November

    One Morning in November


    Outlook

    Quintet

    Book


    Invitation

    Woman in Red Dress

    The Swan


    Man in a Boat

    In a Boat at Night


    Lion

    Early Morning with Boat


    Venice, Ponte Isolato

    Snow Elephants in Canada


    Flight over Manhattan

    On the Moon


    February

    Snowflakes

    Winter Song

    这首爱情故事, 其实很耐听

    TAYLOR SWIFT为数不多很耐听而且最近超火的一首love story, 让我听烂了快.[由此可见除了哥特外我还有如此纯情童真的一面..nia哈哈哈哈哈哈]

    点击下载LOVE STORY

    Taylor Swift - Love Story

    We were both young when I first saw you.
    I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
    I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

    See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
    See you make your way through the crowd
    and say hello;

    Little did I know
    That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
    And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
    And I was crying on the staircase,
    begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

    And I said,
    "Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
    I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
    You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
    It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

    So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
    We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
    So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
    'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
    And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
    But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

    And I said,
    "Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
    I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
    You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
    It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

    Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
    This love is difficult, but it's real.
    Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
    It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

    Oh.

    I got tired of waiting,
    Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
    My faith in you was fading
    When I met you on the outskirts of town.

    And I said,
    "Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
    I keep waiting for you but you never come.
    Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

    He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
    "Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
    I love you and that's all I really know.
    I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
    It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

    Oh, oh.

    We were both young when I first saw you...

     

    the world’s girl_Gisele Bunchen 就是这么神奇!

    很完美, 我的楷模.

    如果说男生小时候都有长大后做海盗的梦想的话,

    那所有女生的梦想应该就是成为另一个Gisele Bunchen. 一个神奇的人.

    supermodel的日子肯定也自有艰辛, 但是起码镜头前的闪亮依然为人艳羡.

    这个女人长了一张homely的脸, 但是却拥有着evil的身材.

    真实VS完美, 巴西普通女孩VS神话封面女郎, 有胸VS有脑,

    看似不可能, 却真的能统一所有矛盾. 于是, 她如此迷人~!  

    countries of the world

    A
    Afghanistan Albania Algeria Andorra Angola
    Antigua & Barbuda Argentina Armenia
    Australia Austria Azerbaijan

    B
    Bahamas Bahrain Bangladesh Barbados Belarus Belgium
    Belize Benin Bhutan Bolivia Bosnia & Herzegovina Botswana
    Brazil Brunei Darussalam Bulgaria Burkina Faso Burma (Myanmar) Burundi

    C
    Cambodia Cameroon Canada Cape Verde Central African Republic Chad
    Chile China Colombia Comoros Congo Congo, Democratic Republic of the
    Costa Rica Côte d'Ivoire Croatia Cuba Cyprus Czech Republic

    D
    Denmark Djibouti
    Dominica
    Dominican Republic

    E
    Ecuador East Timor Egypt
    El Salvador England Equatorial Guinea
    Eritrea Estonia Ethiopia

    F
    Fiji
    Finland
    France

    G
    Gabon Gambia, The Georgia Germany
    Ghana Great Britain Greece Grenada
    Guatemala Guinea Guinea-Bissau Guyana

    H
    Haiti
    Honduras
    Hungary

    I
    Iceland India Indonesia
    Iran Iraq Ireland
    Israel Italy

    J
    Jamaica
    Japan
    Jordan

    K
    Kazakhstan Kenya Kiribati
    Korea, North Korea, South Kosovo
    Kuwait Kyrgyzstan

    L
    Laos Latvia Lebanon
    Lesotho Liberia Libya
    Liechtenstein Lithuania Luxembourg

    M
    Macedonia Madagascar Malawi Malaysia Maldives Mali Malta
    Marshall Islands Mauritania Mauritius Mexico Micronesia Moldova
    Monaco Mongolia Montenegro Morocco Mozambique Myanmar

    N
    Namibia Nauru Nepal The Netherlands
    New Zealand Nicaragua Niger
    Nigeria Norway Northern Ireland

    O
    Oman

    P
    Pakistan Palau Palestinian State* Panama
    Papua New Guinea Paraguay Peru
    The Philippines Poland Portugal

    Q
    Qatar

    R
    Romania
    Russia
    Rwanda

    S
    St. Kitts & Nevis St. Lucia St. Vincent & The Grenadines Samoa San Marino São Tomé & Príncipe Saudi Arabia Scotland Senegal
    Serbia Seychelles Sierra Leone Singapore Slovakia Slovenia Solomon Islands Somalia South Africa
    Spain Sri Lanka Sudan Suriname Swaziland Sweden Switzerland Syria

    T
    Taiwan Tajikistan Tanzania Thailand
    Togo Tonga Trinidad & Tobago Tunisia
    Turkey Turkmenistan Tuvalu

    U
    Uganda Ukraine United Arab Emirates
    United Kingdom United States
    Uruguay Uzbekistan

    V
    Vanuatu Vatican City (Holy See)
    Venezuela
    Vietnam

    W
    Western Sahara*
    Wales

    Y
    Yemen

    Z
    Zaire
    Zambia
    Zimbabwe

    political_world

    Serenity Prayer

    God, grant me the serenity

    To accept the things I cannot change;

    The courage to change the things I can, and

    Wisdom to know the difference.

    舒淇/北海道/海航

    ...和我们家baby一起去电影院看的这部电影.除去太多的植入式广告不讲,这部'公路电影'其实我还蛮喜欢.

    广州/杭州/北海道的风光拍的很漂亮,这基本上是一部轻松的片子.

    舒淇演的很好,在张婉婷导演的[玻璃之城]里,她把和黎明的婚外情演的凄美动人,try to remember旋律缠绵,从此以后"小三"这个职业在我心目中就高大了起来.

    以至于每次看到舒淇.总是觉得还是演小三的命,这次的非诚勿扰,也算是名至实归.

    里面稍令人动容的一幕,是临离别时葛先生给北海道先生递钱那段 (虽然中间莫名又醒目的插了段subaru小广告),一大男人难以抑制的啜泣.思乡?念旧?离别?感激?辛酸?...总之感情很复杂.

    总而言之,这部片子讲的就是一生活混乱破坏别人家庭的空姐在一已婚妙龄男子与单身秃头有钱老男人之间纠结最终饮恨北海道那片碧蓝的海,但曲折获救最终委身于秃头老男人的凄美爱情故事.

    但是有了舒淇,有了海航,于是这部片子最终生动鲜活的美妙了起来.

    我们家baby一直拉着我的手,电影结束了都没有松开.

    七宝

    和死胖子还有小春一起跋山涉水下乡去七宝玩.

    超冷,我戴上帽子只露出两只眼睛...

    躲在两个人的身后觉得好受很多..这小风.......快死人了...

    住七宝的同事和同事老公请我们吃了烤鱼.

    很大一头鲶鱼,撑死我了~~~

    很多灰机在碧蓝的天空滑翔而过(旁边就是虹桥机场)

    令我感到很雀跃振奋....被死胖子反复取笑.

    同事跟她老公的家超不错

    虽然有点小,但是两个人住也算温馨~

    两个人都是平淡又知足的人,一看就是柴米夫妻

    可以白头..因此觉得这样的生活也不错.

    间或有灰机滑过头顶,死胖子叔叔就开始考我什么机型......

    江南小镇,七宝老街,很多的小店,很多的人,

    不错的夕阳.

    捧着肚子路过很多美食店...什么都没吃

    再吃就吐了

    回程地铁上趴邻座一未名漂亮女子身上睡着了...

    .不知道有没有流口水.....

    快到站时被死胖子?(或者死小春)一巴掌拍我脑袋上把我拍醒...

    md我跟你没完!!!!!!很疼的!!!!!!!!!!!

    年终奖OR红包

    ........今年没有年终奖.........

    但是有组员给我包红包...觉得很开心......

    就像你买了杯焦糖玛其朵, 刚要喝, 杯子掉了. 超难过, 一回头, 发现刚才miss掉的买一送一招牌, 店员微笑着递出了另一杯...因此心理反而更安慰一样.

    在CAL与YZR作业的巨大差异造成的潮涌中沉浮....咒人为乐.....其乐无穷啊...

    其实大家都是好人..没有恶人..但是好人跟好人之间也会有争吵. 习惯, 传统, 不同利益, 企业文化, 目的...没那么简单....虽然我喜欢所有的这些可爱的人们.

    于是, 这所有的暗潮汹涌, 就变成了我的游乐场.

    HONEY, LET'S GO SURFING AND HAVE BIIIIIIIIIIG FUN!

    ps: 今天偶然在繁忙的间隙看了条新闻..澳洲的QUEENSLAND旅游局在招ISLAND CARETAKER. 这份工轻轻松松当之无愧的当选"THE BEST JOB IN THE WORLD".

    薪水: AUD150,000(大概合680,000人民币)/6个合同月...

    工作:....相当之"艰巨"...在岛上四处玩玩...每周写点日志...每天拍点照片....随便拍点风景视频..你要实在真是觉得太~~~~~~~无聊就去喂喂鱼.....拣拣游泳池里(而且还真不一定就有的给你捡)掉进来的几片小树叶......跟邮政机去收信......

    跟它的duty list一比, 我的工作..............简直.......................是...人间地地地地地地地地地狱(9个地,请注意!)

    要不是我不会潜水,我还真就去应聘了.......

    The Best Job in the World – Island Caretaker Great Barrier Reef
    About the job
    Tourism Queensland is seeking applicants for the best job in the world! The role of Island Caretaker is a six-month contract, based on luxurious Hamilton Island in the Great Barrier Reef. It’s a live-in position with flexible working hours and key responsibilities include exploring the islands of the Great Barrier Reef to discover what the area has to offer.  You’ll be required to report back on your adventures to Tourism Queensland headquarters in Brisbane (and the rest of the world) via weekly blogs, photo diary, video updates and ongoing media interviews. On offer is a unique opportunity to help promote the wondrous Islands of the Great Barrier Reef.  
    Other duties may include (but are not limited to)
    Feed the fish - There are over 1,500 species of fish living in the Great Barrier Reef. Don’t worry – you won’t need to feed them all. 
    Clean the pool - The pool has an automatic filter, but if you happen to see a stray leaf
    floating on the surface it’s a great excuse to dive in and enjoy a few laps.
    Collect the mail – During your explorations, why not join the aerial postal service for a
    day? It’s a great opportunity to get a bird’s eye view of the reef and islands. 
    About the job package
    Living above the Great Barrier Reef is a pretty unique benefit, but the successful
    candidate will also be paid a salary package of AUD $150,000 for the six-month contract. 
    You’ll receive return airfares from your nearest capital city (in your home country),
    accommodation and transport on Hamilton Island, travel insurance for the contract period, computer, internet, digital video and stills cameras access, plus travel to a number of theother Islands of the Great Barrier Reef.  The six-month contract commences 1st July 2009. 
    About the location
    Stretching for 2,600 kilometres, and composed of over 2,900 individual reefs and 900
    islands, the Great Barrier Reef in Queensland, Australia is the world’s largest coral reef
    system. The World Heritage Listed area supports a diversity of wildlife including whales,
    dolphins, sea turtles and more than 1,500 species of fish. The reef is an extremely
    popular destination for tourists, sustainably managing approximately 2 million visitors
    each year. 
    Education/Experience Requirements: 
    A broad range of experience will be considered, but the successful applicant should
    posses: 
    -  Excellent interpersonal communication skills
    -  Good written and verbal English skills
    -  An adventurous attitude
    -  Willingness to try new things
    -  A passion for the outdoors 
    -  Good swimming skills and enthusiasm for snorkelling and/or diving
    -  Ability to engage with others
    -  At least one year’s relevant experience
    How to apply: 
    Want the best job in the world? If you enjoy new experiences and you can spare six
    months to enjoy life above the Great Barrier Reef, you’re already in with a good chance.
    It’s easy to apply.
    Step 1: Create a video application (in English and in 60 seconds or less) telling us why
    you’re the best person for the job and demonstrating your knowledge of the Islands of the
    Great Barrier Reef. 
    Step 2: Fill out a brief application form and upload your video to www.islandreefjob.com.
    Applications close 11.59pm UTC 22nd
    February 2009 
    Applications open on 2.00pm UTC 9th
    January and close 11.59pm UTC 22nd
    February
    2009.  
    About the application process: 
    Eleven candidates will be invited to the Islands of the Great Barrier Reef for an interview
    from the 3rd
    to the 7th
    May 2009. So, if you want the best job in the world, you’ll need to
    be available to travel to Queensland for the final interview selection process. You’ll also
    need to be available to start work on the 1st
    July 2009. 
    Tourism Queensland will select ten candidates. Visitors to www.islandreefjob.com will
    have the chance to select one Wild Card candidate, who will also participate in the final
    interview selection process.  
    All applicants must be eligible for a short term business visa for the interview selection
    process and a long term temporary employee visa for the contract period. 
    For more information and to apply please visit www.islandreefjob.com.

    不过说实话, 我现在的职业其实也是caretaker...

    也是岛, 也有风景, 也得用心, 也要看家, 也需到处探险, 这么好玩也同样有钱拿.

    这样想想, 我HIGH毙ㄉ.

    曲折的一夜

      .......昨天晚上过的跟shit一样。。。。
      
      先是1100pm到家。。。然后洗澡喝永和豆浆代替晚饭。。。然后就开始泡脚。。因为之前喝了杯浓咖啡。。完全没睡意 。有人喝咖啡就跟吃安眠药似的。。。我怎么就这么不经摧残。。。清醒啊清醒啊。。。。后来上床。。。睡不着。。。看西游记。。。收了悟空收八戒。。。黄风 洞的黄风怪都死了还是没睡着。。。一点五十分。。。。盖好被子,眯着眼睛装睡觉。。。还是不行。。。催眠。。。。。我的脚好酸好沉。。我的小腿好沉。。我 的大腿好沉。。我的身体好酸好沉。。。慢慢的飘起来。。。我的胳膊准备好了吗?准备睡觉了。。。。我的脖子好沉。。。。我的脑袋。。。。。。。。。巨清 醒。。。。。。
      
      摸索起来找了半盒很久没抽的烟。。找了打火机去了卫生间。。。。。外面一片星光和鱼鳞般的小块白云。。。我站在那里,因为明亮月色,一片漆黑 的影子自脚下铺开,软软的躺在地上。。。。。。。很多眨眼的星星。。真是不同寻常。。。以前没有在天空看到过五颗星。。这就是我喜欢的秋天。。。夜很凉, 月光也很凉。。星星冻得直眨眼。。。。夜空很高,很温柔。。。。我坐在窗台上,开始抽烟。